I'm Rachel! I'm from Ohio and I'm 20 years old. TV Geek and YouTube Nerd. "Being a part of something special doesn't make you special, something is special because you're a part of it"
5 years ago on July 15th, 2011, I started a blog with the url tiffygurl. Slowly and surely, that blog turned into sunshine-and-smiling. This blog has grown with me and taught me more about myself than anyone knows. For 5 years I’ve had a place to share my thoughts, feelings, and rants. I’ve made some friends here, and lost friends during this time. With that being said, I know I haven’t been on much these last couple months, and I feel like I owe you an explanation. However, I also feel like no one is even gonna read this. But here it is incase anyone does:
Recently, I’ve been starting to feel rather irrelevant. I’m not a single fandom blog, so I can’t attract new followers very easily. Over the last few months, I’ve been feeling like every new follower I get is a ghost follower who follows me for a follow back, just to unfollow after a few days. I barely get real messages anymore. I used to get a ton of attention, and recently I feel like I’ve had to beg for attention. Even though I have over 1k followers, I feel so invisible. I feel like this blog is getting boring for you guys. I would never delete this blog, I’ve been running it for 5 years. But what some of you may not know, is that I also run 2 fandom blogs. Running 2 others while still maintaining this blog has been a challenge for me. Especially since with school and my job.
With that said, I feel like this post is coming off like one of 2 things: 1) A goodbye post (WHICH IT ISNT! I’M STILL GOING TO BE ON EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE), or 2) A cry for attention (Which tbh it kind of is, because I miss having people who actually want to talk to me).